The fifth element

I am of the element fire being a Leo. I believe my short temper bears testimony to that very well. It is now 2 weeks away from going to Yunnan, China. I am filled with trepidation. Just got my flu vaccine jab. The nurse was so surprised at my insistance to stare at the needle going in. Been doing that since I do not know when. Told the nurse I was a blood donor and all that. I guess my fearlessness is due to my lack of self-esteem thus I read a lot of books that are outside the syllabus and always try to act fearless. My extreme feminism stance may have something to do with it. I just cannot bear to think there are some things a guy can do that I cannot. Weird but true. Judging from the above characteristics, it will be a miracle if I ever get married or even find a girlfriend. Hahaha!
Cannot believe I or rather the whole team won first in the Images of Science competition. IT, yes IT was such a dastardly rubbish picture compared to the rest of them. Perhaps it was Mr Ong GLOWING synopsis. I bet he rewrote the whole thing. Hahaha! Well, I gained 50 bucks doing almost no work. I find myself too lucky sometimes. Hope my luck never runs out.
I hope I can retain my 4 A subjects. I truly love science and haiz...never mind, cannot express in words.
Sitting in the public library now with my jeans soaked through... Haha! And I said I am lucky... Irony itself... Haha!

Fourth quarterly report

Project Work oral presentation tommorrow. This is it; the culmination of months of hard work, sweat and tears. Yeah right! I hate myself and I hate the project so much I want to rip things. Then again, I am violent so bleah! Something funny happened today. I smsed my cca president to ask whether there is a cca meeting on wednesday and I got "Yes, Darling" as a reply. Muahahaha! My president got sabotaged. Guess even serious people have ridiculous friends. Cannot believe my reply either: Tell your friend I am not exactly a female so I am not affected. Haha! I think I am turning nuts. The Yunan trip is in a few weeks, bit confused now. Seems like I have a lot of stuff to do...

Third time lucky

At least I hope so (I'm referring to my post title). Promotional examinations are finally over and I have a very good feeling I will not be promoted and will be embarrassing retained. I can just imagine my relatives going tsk tsk tsk over me and asking me awkward questions. Results will be checked tomorrow so I better play today. I am a hopeless student.
Correction from my last blog, I do not abhor being a secretary. It is just that me stupid fool that I am feel small and little in the exco. Kar Liang has at least a morsel of leadership. Leonard and Adrian has the smarts (I fear Adrian not only got knocked on the head when he was born, he probably has genetic mutations). Tze Tong has personality at least. And I happen to have the worst academic results, at least I assumed so. Also, I got as much personality as a rock or worse. Fine, damn it...
It is perhaps with trepidation that I typed this and blogging is indeed a release. I do not seek for anyone to understand my insane and inane ravings.
Ah, the vanity of the human race. To think that our special intelligence justifies our leaving of a trace of our thoughts in an artificial server far away from us. This thoughts can be lost (server bug or annihilated by the next nuclear war) just like the rotting of books and papers. Yes, humans are indeed vain.

Second Tribulation

Yes, I consider my physics test today a tribulation of my life. I am so horrendously bad at physics I have no idea why I took the subject in the first place. If I actually passed the horror, I will post for sure. Promos are inching closer and closer but I have no real idea of what I have been studying for the past year. Been a secretary of my cca has disillusioned me about leadership since I realised I'm just a drudge. Having 2 ccas is draining me. My stack of tutorials piles up.
Writing in this disjointed, incoherent and uncorrealated way describes my frame of mind. I have so many things to do I cannot even start.
Ah! The pain of indecision.

The First Wave

I have always thought blogging was not for me as I have zero patience to type so much crap about myself... But I'm feeling seriously left out since my fellow put down blog friend, audrey have also been consumed by the blogging craze... Okay maybe not consumed since she got a grand total of 4 blogs... Okay, now to my life. It sucks it's in the pits, I wanna die every few minutes. My world goes up and down so fast I do not know what to think... DARN! I'm too lazy to type anymore and I got my little brother saying every word behind my back as I type... MUAhahaha! Talk about unbalanced... I think I need an appointment with a shrink.